Bah-Humbug

I'm not in the Christmas spirit. There I said it. I've actually admitted it. I don't know what it is this year. Maybe its the fact that my children won't be here for Christmas this year. Though my sister will be, thankfully. Whatever the reason, I'm just not into it. The decorations up, my shopping is maybe halfway done, the songs are playing on the radio. But my heart just isn't in it. I can't even blame the commercialism of the holidays. Its not that I can't remember what Christmas is all about. Am I the only one feeling this way this year? Just curious...